Wednesday, April 13
GETTING BETTER. :)
HIIIIIII~~~~
feel like blogging again so ya :P
today i went for the FOP again ya! although it's a total useless day bec we spent abt 70% of the time using com, it's quite fun. (at least much better than the 1st day)
i kinda like the people in my class/course now ya, nice people ^^
but still!!!!!
I DONT WANT MY COURSE.
went to clementi with andrea and met xm and santo ^^
met up with sheryl and eugenie after that!!!!! <3<3<3
GREAT TIME!!!!!!
okay im so tired now i keep falling asleep while doing things.
ZOMBIFIED.
so bye~~~
Monday, April 11
MY LIFE SUCKS.
OKAY I AM VERY DEPRESSED AND ANGRY NOW SO I AM BLOGGING.
so ya!!!! hiiii ytd i went for the FOP in sp for my fucking useless interior design. -__-
the people there are nice..... (can say so) & friendly but it's just that the course sucks to the earth's core.
i think i will either die of sickness(to go school) or depression if im gonna be stucked in there for like 3 years? :(
SIGHHHHHHH.
conclusion: interior design is a waste of money time and just everything.
im only interested in that ^(silk screening) hehe :P
they have like 3 classes for interior design.
GRAPHIC CLASS: INCLUDES PHOTOGRAPHIC AND TYPOGRAPHY.
for photographic you know what? they SUGGEST us to get a DSLR EACH. _|_
oh fuck you? just for that CLASS.
BASIC DRAWING CLASS: drawing nude models hahas.
then the lecturer told us if this course is not our 1st choice she suggests us to reconsider.
i really suspect i suffered from severe concussion when i put this course as my 10th choice???
it shouldnt even appear in my 12 choices.
sorry im really not a ARTS person......
SIGHHHHH IM SO DEPRESSED PLEASE LET MY APPEAL TO ANOTHER COURSE BE SUCCESSFUL!!!!!!! :'(
IF NOT I REALLY WILL DIE. :'(
Labels: depression
Saturday, March 5
我很伤心 :'(
Tuesday, February 15
i feel like I'm crying every single day.
everything is going so fucking wrong. what I'm writing is not even half of what I'm feeling. I'm so fucking tired I should just fucking die....... :'(
you always expect me to listen to you but you never really bother to hear me out.
Maybe I'm really stupid to treasure this so much. if not I would not feel this way or cry till my eyes are so swollen.
fuck my life.
我们以前不是这样的.........
why? aiya everything is going wrong _|_
Monday, January 31
DIFFERENT.things are different from how they used to be in school already. people are different also. drift apart, duh. and I don't feel the same :(
happy family is good and fine. they make me feel exactly how things were back then during school time and all.
to you I'm just someone, a substitute I think when other friends are not around.
if not, you'll never come to me....
but I understand we're not as close as compared to schooling that time already, so maybe I should not still value you this much.
I'm always forgotten anyway on the other side. only happy family remembers and value me :(
我对你们从来都不重要.
Thursday, January 6
PRETEND.
I'm so fucking tired of pretending. nobody gives a fuck anyway.
i dont like this period. i wanna go back school or work, at least during those times at times i dont have time to think abt all this bullshit.
FUCK MY LIFE.
wo zhen de hen lei le. no one cares anyway. stupid girl.
Tuesday, January 4
is it just me or things really suck and changed these days? :'(
I feel like shit. seriously. F.M.L.
2010 was a much happier year I'd say.
DEAD ALREADY.
hihihihi. i'm so bored thats why im back to blogging. :P
hehehe. but dont think anyone still reads this blog ya. anyway!!!!
these few days were damn good. (Y)
1.had a 7-day-work-marathon @ IMM. thought it would suck like hell but noooo!!!! :)
had fun with colleagues although sometimes i really feel like quitting work bec of some PMS person. :P
2.first time reach home so late @ 3am and doing stupid things.
-chasing the last train when my bladder is going to burst :P
-rushing for last bus yet couldnt make it then end up chasing cabs.
-stayed so late @ a mall till there's only the few of us left in the entire shopping centre. :D
3.countdown & steamboat with colleagues!!!!! :)
-fun and totally unexpected NEWYEAR celebration! :D:D:D
4.shortest time that we got close with others yet without feeling awkward.
really really love this job and hope will be working with them end of the year or another time!!!! :)
okay had a break starting from Monday and went for a movie + pool with colleagues. ^^
had fun of course! :)
today i'm going for crystal jade buffet with minming fanxin jessie beatrice chanel angie brandon alvin andre and santo!!!!! :):):)
it'd be fun ya!!!! :D
hehehe cant wait.
Labels: 死不了就还好
